Rodney

I am feeling really proud of Rodney. He has started to really like playing with this game we got from Kim an Travis for Christmas a few years ago.it's called He likes to just move the pieces around and trap the little people. He is surprising me in how good he is at manipulating the pieces to do what he wants. I just watched him for probably 30 minutes in awe. He's not this big yet is he?? I love him so much!

Pregnant

So a few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I was really freaked out to even do the pregnancy test. I didn't think I was quite ready for this and Mark was really good to me while I had a good cry. I was really scared because the last miscarriage really put me through it. I had a hard time with it. Hard enough I had Mom come out to see me. I had decided that I wasn't ready to try again because it was still too fresh and the thought of having two kids kinda freaks me out... doubling the number of offspring is huge!! apparantly God had a different plan. So here we go. I am 8 weeks and 6 days right now as far as I know and this is the danger zone. If I miscarry or find out that I had miscarried it is now.